“I’m blasting my music so I wont hear my thoughts, but its stupid;
Because the lyrics just remind me of what I’m trying to forget.
I’m torn between wanting the feeling to go away & trying to keep it there just
a little longer. Cause you brought out this darkness in me, that I never knew I had.”—Anna Ruth Salisbury (via annaruthsalisbury)
(with no bitterness or resentment whatsoever) why do 'best' friends poop on all our dreams without so much as an "im sorry im a fuckup" ??
I dont know. I think best friends sometimes think they know whats best for the other person. I can speak for myself and say that sometimes I forget that I cant control the other person. I have to make myself remember that it’s not my life to lead and allow them to do what they want despite whether I agree with it or not.